Endless Night

How many endless night had I gone through these weeks

Fading away
it just faded away like that?
Nah, I know why it did
and I'm going to collect them back

成长不是一两天的事，
而是一两夜的事

first, decide
then, grow and change to a better one


AGM of MoMU has just ended
People happy people sad
Why I'm running for it?
At first it was an impulse by you
wanted to show you how's my life over here
few months later,
not anymore
even thinking of quit and focus on my studies and life

Keep reminding myself how keen i wanted to join this team before
How sad I was being rejected
until I got in
we worked together
but now
you guys have gone
have to start all over again

Well, focus on my life?
Then let it be part of my life


"Dayum love how hungry some of these people are. You can tell it's more than just for their CV. 

Kudos for getting out of their comfort zone and putting themselves out there. "

 

Stupidity

In such a fast paced technology era

we're constantly influenced by waves of information

and so we change, either in a good or bad way

Who am I

getting more and more unfamiliar with myself recently

Not contacting them until now after I came back

Talking random shit without thinking the consequences

Nothing remains in my mind, couldn't find any topic to talk 

awkward silent is always there between me and any other person

Perhaps it's caused by lack of sleep?

didn't sleep well in the past 3 days

or is it cuz of my frame of mind?

Nah, I'm just looking for excuses to comfort my stupidity

Admit it

and overcome it

easier to say than to achieve it

well at least

I know where to start

Dream

It's always like a dream
when I can finally get back to where i was born
the place where I grew up

Ending of another semester
tiring semester

The moment I realized I have been awarded as Deans'
was really happy
yes, really really happy
all the hard work has finally paid off
a motivation for me to go on
but
this semester
I know I was trying harder than I used to be
anyway it's ok if the results aren't as expected
they are only grades after all

I used to spend too much time on studies
Ignored my family, friends
people who love me and whom I love
which is definitely a habit that needs to be changed
so I tried
it actually works
although I wasn't that success
and once you get to balance the personal and socializing time
you will feel like you're a blessed person

Dream
" Time is the only factor that affect this equation, equation for you to achieve it."
Yea,
I'd only have study and get well prepared
and wait for the time to come
I'm really lucky
that I don't have to worry about too much things


Few more hours before the flight
Safe Flight.

“做错决定时， 会很想回到过去的某个时间点
现在，便是未来的过去
所以，要尽量做一个让以后不会后悔的决定”

Over

After 2 months of torturing

It's finally done

Helpless studying and memorising 

4 core subjects in a sem would never be a wise choice 

Nevertheless, things are all over

Yea, over

Stepping again on the same stones

Staring at the falls, 

I know this is where the answers were hidden at

this is where the promises were made

Faced it with smiley face 

I'll never ever make the wrong decision again

After few hours of driving

Eyes could barely be opened

Nah I'm just an easy-tired person

Collapsed onto the bed right after that

Wake up at the middle of night till now

It's just like a fantasy 

Everything is over

like they've never existed

Gift

I feel so lucky to get here

everything

Malaysian Game
it's over, with a happy ending
tiring but satisfying
this is why I love activities
"we're not only friends, we're comrades"


Easter camp, weeks before that

was thinking hard, trying to come out with something that can form friendships

well at the end I could only create a room, space and opportunity for them

they utilized it

thanks to them, everything went unexpectedly good

grateful

coming up was the mid sem test

4 subjects in 2 days

I really, really wanted to find a piece of grassland, lie on it

look at the floating clouds 

but still have to

study with some decent breaks, 

experienced mild headache after camping in the library

they're all finished, today

GMB

this is my first hosting event in melbourne, as an officer

still remember how I sit in the meeting room, 

quiet and listen

told myself to learn

hope everything goes fine =)

thanks for the pre-birthday celebration
didn't notice anything until the cake was right in front of me
you guys are awesome!

until now
I can finally take a deep breath
I appreciate everything I have
feel lucky, to be here
to know all the new face

sometimes I do feel like keep in touch with everyone
people back in malaysia, all around the country
which is almost impossible
I'll try
cuz I appreciate this
the gift
appreciate it

Sophisticated

不知道该如何说起

面对这一切

无助

事情无法被预测

不敢去想象当时的情景

对不起

要坚强

20-1

‘已经问了很多医生， 都不要上门’

 felt helpless
us
we wanted to do something,
something we can do


looking through his right eye which could barely open
gong hi huat cai
received angpao from his shivering hand, supported by aunties


I knew sis wants to fix thing, trying to contact every doctor friends even she's tired
bro was  crying inside, without dropping tears
me?

what do i have

the damned H1's, colourful resume and lots of competition certs &prizes

they don't help at all, at that moment
i can explain why the hell he couldn't move his body but What for?

looking at him,
i could feel him, i mean i really felt it
wanted to move your own body, but your body resisted
trying to open your eyelids but they're just too heavy
 everyone is surrounding you
you wish you can recover to live up the family again

i hope i can do something




Fortunately
he recovered
2 days ago

everything get back to normal
normal life we used to have
the best thing ever

cherish
cherish everyone around you
cherish what you have