Break

3more days to final

Supposedly I shouldn't be typing these letters now

披头散发一把胡须

落魄，邋遢

考试这门游戏

到底是被哪位天才发明出来

面对了那么多年

这次却乱了节奏

分数主义 完美主义

不是我的理念

却不得不承认

这次我把它们据为己有

注入我的脑袋

为的是什么

不想了

望着窗外的天空

世界太大了

现在的每一刻

每一个角落都有许多故事在发生

加油吧 

至少趁着下一个章节出版之前

写上一篇精彩的故事

Not yet

Walking on the streets on 7am

Isn't something I usually do

Volunteering 

But dear leader why you didn't show up

Can't do anything without you 

等了将近1个小时的说

也不算白等

至少把我拉到这里

Post mortem meeting

Looking at the way they talk and analyze things.

Not offending anyone while pointing out the facts

"Don't rush, we're here to learn things," I whispered him

Perhaps that's what I wanted to remind myself

I didn't expect her to find out almost everything happened throughout the event

I tried my best on the day to cover things and incidents that I noticed

Yet, it was too little

So you're the one who secretly pulled me up

Thanks, for trusting me

giving me so much opportunities

Yes, and ice skating

Remind me of France

It was on the Christmas 3years ago

The enormous Christmas tree, 

Joyful christmas song

People were skating 

"这真是超浪漫的"

I'd written

The photo was taken

And saved in the deepest part of my brain

Unfortunately

Due to the smart way I skate

I knocked my knee on the ice

左右脚多了两个伤口

台湾的算命佬曾经讲过

“你的命是小火命，

所以你需要这只属木貔貅”

忽略后者， 是吧从小的泳池溺水

前几个月滑雪意外

到昨晚溜冰撞伤...

哈哈哈抱歉啦 算命大师

我只相信这一切都是我

99%yolo精神的贡献

Another

cappuccino 

咖啡

等一个人的咖啡

Missing hour

So I called him spontaneously 

Thanks dude and so sorry I didn't be with you when you're down

电脑的时钟从2.59am跳到4.00am

打完球后拖着疲累的身子回到apartment

在底楼看到这

There are still kind souls exist around this world

Really happy enough to see this

Even though I only own 23hours today

快乐真的可以很简单 =)

Short trip

终于挨到了这个星期

终于离开了城市的喧嚣

终于来到了一个电话signal超弱的地方

走了许久

颠簸的路程被欢笑声覆盖着

抵达了

望着瀑布

宏伟的大自然之下

人类是多么渺小

渺小的人类

脑袋里又藏了许许多多更细小的烦恼

何苦呢

第一次

在澳洲驾车

驾车还真是个让人能够清静思考的活动

以往一大清早6am出门驾去中华

路灯照亮黑暗的大道

第一次，

晚上驾驶

在长达20km的路上不见任何路灯

靠着路边的反光标来认路

天上的星星比城市的天空亮好多

第一次

用着面包刀来切洋葱

泪流满面

可香菇炒洋葱还真是绝配啊

睡到自然醒

这是个多么棒的早晨

窗外几只小袋鼠在乱跳

上山了

3个月前撞击扭扯拉伤右腿后 

很害怕无法再站立

如今的一切一切

踏在石头上的每一步

多么的实在

渐渐攀岩上山峰

真的很开心

偶尔会独自傻笑

到了山峰， 风好大

雨滴开始打在脸上

人仿佛被吹走

快速地按下快门拍下简单无捉角度的几张

下山路滑

走了条非主流的路线

名副其实地爬山

四肢用尽

滑倒了不知多少次

雨越下越大

每一次踏上石头都得确保稳定后

才得移动在后方的脚

这种感觉

双脚踏在大地的感觉

上山时晴朗的景色

下山时挂上一层窗帘的同一片景色

这一切

实在太美好了

穿越了几个小山丘

到达了另一个小瀑布

或许下次应该直接带一本簿子

坐在这里记录

只想静静的

仿佛流水划在石缝上

让时间流过

It's tonight

坐在melbourne里其中一间最棒廉价的马来西亚餐厅

望着窗外

电车经过

车辆来回

对面还有很多skateboarder

也还是人生第一次背着大大个背包

装着一堆西装到处跑

是很久很久没办活动了

以往把活动看得太重而忽略了好多事物

等待今晚的到来吧

怎么这个时候打来== 

来了

You only live once

What will you do if you know you're gonna leave this world soon?

People might think this question is ridiculous, but try to think about it with an open mind.

How many years can we live on this planet?

I'll take an average 70 for me

70years, it's quite long isn't it? 

However it's also equal to 840months

I'm 19 this year, which means I've only 600months left.

Everything above makes sense if no accident happens throughout our lives.

Accidents are unpredictable, it may happen anytime. 

So perhaps what I've got now is 400months? 200months? 10months? Or maybe a week. Who knows 

How am I gonna plan for this week if this is the final week of mine, to do something productive, adventurous or nothing and just wait? No matter what, one thing for sure, I'll make my decision wisely and not gona regret for it.

 At least, the moment I close my eyes, 

I want to focus on the feelings of leaving, 

I don't wanna think of other things.

This might be my last wish I guess 

Cherish :)

Life

Human beings are too complicated to understand

Animals' behaviour can be studied, predicted and explained, although it requires lots of observation in order to come out with theories, still it's not something that can't be achieve

Friends walk in and out throughout our lives

When we faced obstacles, we struggled, we cried for helps. He walked in, offering his hand. Feeling thankful, we knew we met the right person, he is known as "friend". Is that that simple?

In fact, chemistries were going on in our body. Oxytocin secreted by the brain due to the pressure we felt, made us seek for help. At the same time it opened our heart, let us trust people around easily. 

So it's not impossible to conclude that we meet new friends not always out of our or their desire, it could just be some simple collisions among atoms that lead to storms of effect in our brain.

But I don't care about all these nonsense. Every single friend of mine is important to me. 

Time and environment change a person easily, I knew this shit, always remind myself not to be influenced by them. Keep in mind what kind of person I want to be, work hard and change myself into what I want. Unfortunately, things don't always go right. 

I don't know who can I talk to. 

Friend I once gave up helps me. Friend I once trusted lied to me. Even me myself deceived me.

This is life, this is my life. Dark enough? Nope. I'm still happy with that. I'm lucky enough to be here now.

This is not the darkest part of the life, people around the world are suffering from disease, disasters, wars, starvation, poverty, and so on. 

Even though this world is getting darker and darker, I'll magnify the dim light in my life to brighten others, sounds really stupid or even childish, but again, I don't care. That's my dream.