Human beings are too complicated to understand
Animals' behaviour can be studied, predicted and explained, although it requires lots of observation in order to come out with theories, still it's not something that can't be achieve
Friends walk in and out throughout our lives
When we faced obstacles, we struggled, we cried for helps. He walked in, offering his hand. Feeling thankful, we knew we met the right person, he is known as "friend". Is that that simple?
In fact, chemistries were going on in our body. Oxytocin secreted by the brain due to the pressure we felt, made us seek for help. At the same time it opened our heart, let us trust people around easily.
So it's not impossible to conclude that we meet new friends not always out of our or their desire, it could just be some simple collisions among atoms that lead to storms of effect in our brain.
But I don't care about all these nonsense. Every single friend of mine is important to me.
Time and environment change a person easily, I knew this shit, always remind myself not to be influenced by them. Keep in mind what kind of person I want to be, work hard and change myself into what I want. Unfortunately, things don't always go right.
I don't know who can I talk to.
Friend I once gave up helps me. Friend I once trusted lied to me. Even me myself deceived me.
This is life, this is my life. Dark enough? Nope. I'm still happy with that. I'm lucky enough to be here now.
This is not the darkest part of the life, people around the world are suffering from disease, disasters, wars, starvation, poverty, and so on.
Even though this world is getting darker and darker, I'll magnify the dim light in my life to brighten others, sounds really stupid or even childish, but again, I don't care. That's my dream.
