we're constantly influenced by waves of information
and so we change, either in a good or bad way
Who am I
getting more and more unfamiliar with myself recently
Not contacting them until now after I came back
Talking random shit without thinking the consequences
Nothing remains in my mind, couldn't find any topic to talk
awkward silent is always there between me and any other person
Perhaps it's caused by lack of sleep?
didn't sleep well in the past 3 days
or is it cuz of my frame of mind?
Nah, I'm just looking for excuses to comfort my stupidity
Admit it
and overcome it
easier to say than to achieve it
well at least
I know where to start
